i talked to my cousin. yea i appologize if i seemed bitter. but really, this is like my therapy. i found that im the happy when im djing, its my release. something i can control. and i'd like to think that im good at it. atleast im not out gettin wasted or doing blow off some hookers ass. it wasnt like directed towards you or nething, more like a conglomerate of feelings towards relationships. in a sense i got a lot of good feedback, hella guys were feeling that mix.
i very do miss hanging out like we used to and keep it all kosher. honestly i thought i was cool, but like you said i cant help my feelings. and they just got the better of me. and if it seems real dire to me, its because you're really important to me as a friend and i dont like letting people down. especially someone as close as you. i assure you, things will be back to normal. whatever normal is to us. i guess i need to just re-ease back into things.
you are very important to me and very important in my life, i wouldnt not want to fuck that up in anyway. which is prolly the main reason why i held off telling you how i felt. i didnt want to disrupt the peace. but whats life if u cant shake it up a lil bit. anyway i miss you, i miss talkin to you. and please forgive me but im trying.
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