its about that time...the weather is getting a Lil colder (no its not) leaves are turning golden, the air fills with the smell of burning wood in chimneys, the stores have all laid out their holiday decor. bust out your coats, scarves and mittens!
along with this time i like to reflect on my year and my upcoming birthday. as i get older, i dont expect to get anything, for christmas and my birthday. lately i've only been asking that my friends all get together and enjoy each others company. that has been pretty much on point. nothing has changed from last year. i still want the same thing, just all my friends to gather and chill. this is prolly gonna be a little bit harder than any other year. first off, two close friends of mine live far, sheena is in florida and vince is in texas. vince said he'll be back, but sheena said its pretty certain she wont be here for the holidays. second off, i've lost a few friends here and there, and before i turn this into some angry blog, i just wanna say that thats their choice, leave it at that. and because of these small issues, im prolly not the most favorable person right, this also created a rift in the fellowship. i tend to like to set ultimatums, but people WHO really know me n understand me, will be there for me. plus i know everyone is broke n shit...so i dont expect people to shell out to do anything that involves money.
but like i said a kick it would be great.
ultimately, i'd like to just be happy during my birthday. lately i havent been myself, i wake up put the smile on and try to get thru my days. something has changed in my life and i guess im not takin it as strong as i'd like too. and its hittin me really hard. soo here it is, my christmas/birthday wish, which no one can buy me or get me...i just want to be happy. take it how u want...
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