Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Negatives to Positives to Negatives

if anything in this life that ive learned is that everyone is NOT CREATED equal, we are all our own individual-selves. what may work for one person may not work for me. im not going to lie, im depressed, im misrable. and yes i get it, people dont like to see me like this. but thru it all ive always have a small tiny bit of positivity. why? Hope. hope...positive and negative. i know you all think im a crazy person, my logic has been overshadowed by my emotions. and im letting it.
to feel love, not matter how much the rejection the heartbreak that it might end in, but to feel it for the split second is better than any feeling in the whole world. im honestly jealous of people who are in love, you feel it, or should feel it all the time.
if it seems like i fall in love soo fast, thats not the case. its because i want to fall in love i want to give it all. why give less than what i have. and believe me i have a lot of love stored up.
alls im saying is let me believe let me hope, cuz in the end one day it'll all be for the better. one day.

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