that ur rhymes are wack...HAHAHAA!
(i used to use that line when i freestyle battled peoples)
THANKS-IS-A-GIVING!! the 2008 PRE-NYE REVIEW
this has been a great year, aside from the few lil pests and speed bumps in the way. but what i learned from those speed bumps, is that it grounds me. if i get over inflated, it takes me back down to earth to realize that i need to be a lil more humble. but over all its has been a great year, i took my group to new levels, ive gotten recognition as a DJ now...im just not some faceless name on a flyer. and it feels good....to a point. dont get me wrong im 100 % thankful for all that has happened. but honestly it feels like nuttin without someone to share it with.
as ive told many people before, who say "man i envy you" or "dude you are soo cool cuz you hang out with all these chicks" true. i love these girls, but these girls are just...my friends. i aint bangin any of them, the most action i can get from these girls is prolly a kiss...or a tity or ass grab..haha (though i face adversity, i still can laugh at myself) not to bring down the mood, but I LOVE the holidays. i love getting together with family and friends talkin bout nuttin at all. sittin next to fireplaces as christmas music plays in the backgroud, sippin hotchocolate as the lil kids play with their new toys, looking at the table fixed with the traditional Turkey and ham and even the not soo traditionan Pancit. i LOVE it I LOVE IT ALL. even if im opening one present...or 10. i dont care, the feelin of the holidays hit me hard!
all except one. this is prolly the only thing i really can complain about. i touched on it on a previous blog, the lonely factor. i ask for stuff every year, im i honestly dont expect to get any of it. which softens the blow when i actually dont get any of it. hahaha. but ive always wanted someone to share the holidays with. when i hang out with my friends and family, they all have significant others. and then theres single ass christian. they all exchange presents and i usually get something nice from my parents but they all get things they all want. dont get its twisted im not complaining that i dont get presents and shit, cuz i do. but to me giving and watching someone you love, happy absolutely happy, that they received what they wanted. none the less from you. if u recieve something from me, believe me its because i put thought into it. my gift is the reaction you get when u open something from me. i always say, cost doesnt matter to me, as long as i myself can afford it. im practical...im not gonna buy you a car unless i can afford it. get the point.
but what im really saying is that each year i ask for basically the same thing, material goods. but deep down im hoping for a girlfriend...someone i can enjoy the holidays with and practically the rest of the year. all im saying it would be nice. please excuse the gay moment: but watching this wedding video a friend sent me got me thinking, "when will i have that and be that happy?" lets face it, everyone says im young, but life doesnt work that way, you get older....i think the repeated mis-steps ive had in life with relationships is finally breaking me down. im losing hope and it is fading fast...
Thank you all for being a part(y) of my life this year. im thankful i have all of you in my life. lets look foward in having a great holiday season and a great new year approaching!
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don't trip cuzzn, you gotta rule ish before you get a queen haha, but i know how you feel and thangs. I mean, a lot of cat's i know got married and had kids straight outta high school or after college, and I feel like i'm the left out cat. Maybe in that regards, but broham, I think we still young workin ourselves. I'm Straight! It would be a nice situation, something a little more positive in the life game, but man, a breezel in the midst of your come up Could only lessen your potential to reach your goals... However, it really depends on the grizell hahaa, i mean, cat's have been known to straight become successful because of their significant others, though that shit is rare mayn, like a white running back hahaah, Not impossible, but something out of the ordinary.
Watch though, in like 10-15 years from now we gonna be posted with our wives and lil kids eatin a christmas dinner or some shit givin presents out, you dressin up like santa claus and me as the grinch scarin our kids and shit hahaahah we'll do it big even then blood.
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