Baby its cold outside....

so this morning i was listening to "baby its cold outside" on koit. this song sounds very much like a predator song. so if ya'll havent heard it, its a duet with a man and woman. and the guy is trying to get the girl to stay at his place a lil longer. and if u havent heard it hes laying it on thick!!! my issue is, that she says that her mother would worry. if shes an older, wouldnt her mom NOT care. so im thinkin this is a young girl and this is some creepy old doode trying to seduce her. haha none the less i like the song still.

so the holidays are in full swing. if you dont kno, i love the holidays, not cuz of the fact of all the gifts you get, (which i dont)...just reminds me of all the better times way back when CMC was just lower-case cmc. so this past black FRIEDay...i went to the mall, later in the day, to avoid the crowds. boy i was wrong. but, i shopped for myself. bought me a brand new BLACKBERRY BOLD. best fuckin choice of phone i could have gotten. shouts to Harold, for hookin it up.

lately ive been pondering this quote someone once told me "people say you cant do something are just admitting that they cant do it themselves." basically saying, peoples that say you cant be this person or you cant do that, are basically saying they themselves can acheive it, so they try to bring you down to their level in saying that. i think ive become a more positive person as ive grown. i will admit, there is some shit i still cant face. but im fight to try to do it. i try not to have "i cant" in my venacular. i was having a convo with Abi, just now, about this club 33 bizz out in disneyland. if ya'll dont kno, im fuckin a big ass fan of disneyland/disney all that. im gay for disney basically. theres this exclusive club in disneyland thats just for ballerific peoples, and i told her we're going one day. ya'll kno i aint ballerific right NOW. but one day, i'll take her there....hahaha i think she thinks i was joking. but if ya'll kno me if i say something, i USUALLY go thru with it. might not be immediately, but it will happen. its werid i learned this from a friend thats no longer my friend. he told me the one thing that he despised was people who flaked or people who talked the talk, but never walked it! i try my best to do what i say imma do. i dont kno my plan of attack at the moment, but it'll happen.

merry christian ya'll!