SEX, LIES, AND VIDEOTA...uh...DVDs

i will attempt to write this as professional sounding and whitty as i can be, but if i stray please excuse me.

if theres anything i hate most in life...is when people lie to me. or lying in general. as many of you close friends of mine know, id rather face the music as its playing versus hearing it after the smoke has settled. it could involve many things, business, personal, relationship. tell me up front, i would like to think that im the type of person anyone can talk to. but sometimes, not often, im told that people are afraid to tell me things or disclose info, because of my reaction. but the werid irony in all this, is often im afraid to tell disclose info often because of that reason also, not knowing the outcome. im workin on trying not to be like that, but i am always open to be told something, then i can disagree with you after. but i like dealing with things in the front and worst of all is eventually hearing the truth from someone else. it hurts even more if that person you consider a close friend, but basically my point is. i dont being lied to and i usually have a hunch about it.....
now branchin off....i dont like shit talked behind my back. AS MUCH as i hate being lied to...or even being ignored...EVERYONE has resentment for someone talkin behind your back. its a bad idea to do it with me, because i have peoples everywhere AND I WILL find out.
with that said. i do not appreciate people who are all talk. talk talk talk....in certain situations in my life ive encountered these people that society considers "flakers". when u say you kno someone or you're gonna do something...AROUND ME YOU BETTER FUCKIN DO IT. as ive repeated many times, i once had this friend, who taught me that to be more of a man of my word, rather than a man of my speak. say you gonna do something. better do it! eventually i learned that he was the biggest woofer in the world (lier). there was another werid irony with that too, someone who prolly taught me one of the best lessons in life, actually turned out to be the opposite of what he was preaching. real life example: if u say you know someone and blah blah blah they wanna give u a handjob...blah blah and ya'll are gay for each other...dont u think you get their name? especially if they are somewhat important to what you are doing. SECOND: if you say you know someone and that you guys are cool and talk all the time....why is it when your name is brought up...they have NO idea who u are....they dont even give me that fake ass "oh wait, yea i think ive heard of them" speach. when they just straight up say "who?". THAT IS NOT KNOWING SOMEONE.
i dont wanna name drop and such....but im not...but a recent outtin i had in San Jose...i was introduced as "hey (insert famous name here), this is (insert another famous name) FRIEND". and i dont care if they were lying or not....but i got that bullshit answer of "oh yea man, ive heard of you...blah blah blah". generic answer, but it wasnt even like..."who" what do u do? this person of some sort of fame, knew who i was and knew what i did.
example: when i got back into clubs. and i was spinnin at club NV....some strange lil girl came up to me @ the dj booth. "both saying, hey i know you....you're pretty good!" lets face it, i just got back into djing....so i wasnt the shit or nething. but apparently i was...."so she goes you're CMC right?" any who that girl turned out to be the Mixtress.
so in recent events in my life...and business. ive found that some people just consider this business a joke. joking around. i kno i said id keep it light. but ive seen the light, ive seen the potential. and we all gotta tighten our belts. if ya'll arent ready, you see the door. also theres alot of people here that believe that they have authority over me. i have final say in anything...and everyone DOES NOT...REPEAT DOES NOT NEED TO BE KNOWING WHAT IM DOING. so DONT BE MAD, when one of YOUR FRIENDS come to me to talk business, cuz obviously you dont got that game...like my cuz said, i appologize right now that i got sooo much game!
with that said. i also dont like when some aquaintances talk shit about my REAL friends. forreal. i resepect my true friends for having my back and respecting my decisions in the group, life whatever. i already kno who my real friends are. and who the fake ones were. so i really dont appreciate ya'll talkin shit TO my friends over some shit YOU didnt do. just talk shit about me and you'll see who has my back. which is something i cant control or hold back. cant blame my friends and family for what they wanna do to you, SO PRAY...PRAY THEY DONT FIND OUT.
uh...so pissed...i'll get over it.