christmas is next week , ive only bought 2 presents...and still got a shit load more to get. once again i'd like to explain about my gift giving practices. i really dont expect to get anything for xmas. actually i got the best present ever for my birthday this year, all my good friends came out to celebrate my birthday last night, i had fun at that and was very happy. then again...i dont expect anything cuz usually the stuff i want has no monetary value...or has really HIGH monetary value. just hanging out with me, is gift enuff, but if u do want to get me something, get me something that i can use, like i can use some gloves cuz its cold as shit now. i also do like personalized things. in that sense, please dont feel that you are required to get me anything if i got you something. and if that present i got you was a lil expensive. its prolly cuz it was and you mean alot to me, so you deserve it! and always remember if i can afford it, i'll get it for you, so dont worry im not dippin into my "college" fund or anything, its in my budget! the best present you guys can ever get me, is just spending time with me....honestly. or even GO TO SOME OF MY GIGS!
with that said
so its come that time that i do my year in review. cant say that this year has been a learning year, but my whole life has be a learning experience. i think i just had to deal with more adult situations this year. different experiences different ways of dealing with them. thats the only way i can really put it.
some say ive been un-nessesarily stressin myself, which can be true to an extent, but as i think of it, it wouldnt be as important to me if i wasnt stressing thru it. all in all, i can SIT here and say that i made it thru and that old saying that runs thru my head repeats: "nothing in this life is that hard".
dont get me wrong this year wasnt a year for complaining and issues....ive had soo much fun and success this year.
nothing recessed. my djing gigs got better, my relationships with the right people got closer, i found out who my real friends are...
its been a great life, i really shouldnt complain. about anything, its my life and should be lived as how i want to live it, not for anyone else.
in the relationship department, i fell in love with someone. i really only wanted to see where it could go...but that developed into love. not a day goes by where i dont think bout her. im trying my best to hide it, havent told her. im guessing she has a clue cuz shes a smart girl. i enjoy my time that im with her, i try to soak up every moment. i love when i get texts or calls from her about her day. i just hope she feels the same way. but like i said im terrified to say something, just cuz shes such a good friend and i wouldnt want to lose that or mess that up. but we'll see, im aiming to say something before the end of the year. i dont want to bulid myself up on this, but its just something ive been puttin off for too long.
soo i look forward to a good year this year, look forward to gettin better gigs, traveling some more, and going to disneyworld for the first time. i like to go into each year with a positive attitude and that makes all the difference. i hope i made a lasting impact on all your lives this year, i hope i was the friend you want me to be or expected me to be. if not i'll try harder. take care, merry christmas and happy new year!
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