my last blog, i quite possibly have made and ass out of myself. so i have an issue myself. i assume too much...im pretty much assuming that statement i just made. the person it was directed to prolly read it. but then again im ASSUMING.
my mind is a lil eased up about recent events. i handled my biz with the group. and if this plan works the group should be as strong as ever. work still sucks...and so does schoool. looks like im takin this class over again, unless by some miracle i can pull off an A.
everyone likes the fact that i have such an interesting nightlife job. dont get me wrong, i love djing and meeting all these wonderful people and hanging out with models and gogos and such. lets focus more on that. ive recently spoken to a few old school classmates who say they "envy" me or the "are jealous" that i get to chill with all these hot ass beezys. which is very true, its very fortunate that i get to do this. when in high school, i couldnt even eat lunch with the hottest girls in our class, and those bitches dont even hold a match to the girls i know now. but back to my point, yes these girls are hot, they are cool, and i love um! but most of them got dudes...or just waay to fuckin hot for me. so its not like im fuckin them....so DONT i repeat DONT be jealous of me. alot of you guys i kno who were tellin me this got your own GFs...im jealous of you. im envious of you guys. i want what you have...NOT your GFs..i want my own. but i long for that affection that is shown to you. i miss it, some days i just want to come home after a long day sit down and talk to my gf. or randomly during the week go out and have dinner or coffee with her. or even go out and do things with her like some simple ass shit like shop. i want to pamper her like shes a queen. i want to surprize her at work for lunch, or send her flowers on 4 month anniversaries. i want to make plans with her, i want to travel with her and see places ive never been. i want to go to disneyland with her and hold her hand when she reaches over on a ride she thought was scarry. i want to beable to post on my away msg "going to my girls house". i want her to spend the holidays with my family and me with hers. want her to be cool enuff with my friends that she hangs out with them without me. i want her to call me in the middle of the night when she cant sleep. i want her to be by my side when i got to make a major decision. i want to slow dance with her behind the dj booth at a club to a fast song (haha). i want to take random trips with me to drive to Tracy for a Cherry Limeaide.
i kno im pretty sad right?
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