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"loving you is like a battle, we both end up with scars"

"you tell me you're looking for someone, that you'll never find anyone. you tell me that no one is good enough for you. something is wrong with this person and that person. you have to be attracted to that person, all that. i agree, there must a degree of attraction. but some times you just have to open up and look at whats right before you. its not 'settling'. its realizing that sometimes the thing that you've been searching for is right infront of you. its unfortunate in my life that i cant say that no one has ever wanted me as much as i wanted you. i pray and hope for the day that someone tells me they love me for me. not by how i look, not by what job i have or how much money i make, not for my social status, but how i make them feel. i want to be your sunny day, i want to be your christmas morning, i want to be your everything. im not telling you that you NEED to give me a CHANCE...'need to' and a 'chance' are crutches for the weak minded fearful. im not asking for a chance. im asking you to look into your heart and tell me if i make you happy. our time together, do i make you smile? do you trust me? can you see what kind of person i am and what kind of person i will be? do i make you laugh? do i comfort you when you are sad? i will agree, i am definately attracted to you physically. but the time we spent together, ive seen more that than and seen past that. i love your lil querks, i love your stories, i love how you tell those stories, i love your small obsessions, i love that you enjoy the same things i do! im not on an advertising campaign for myself. but no one will ever love you like i will. no one cares for you as i do now. and no one ever will. with all this confidence you maybe wondering if fear has stepped in to the picture. ive thought about it. im fearful, in what i say to you, in what i do, i dont want to ruin whatever we have already established. but love overcame the fear. im willing to risk it all to know, to know what could be. our friendship is important, but im willing to put it on the line for this. i want to say, im the one you are looking for, im your destiny, i am the one......Here i am"

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