ive been slowly but shurely puttin myself into a slump. i think im just overworking myself and stuff. but to be successful you need to hustle so i really cant slow down. a million and one complaints still linger abouts my group. i dont know what to say to them to get them to promote, we are a PROMOTIONS crew! just gotta be dick...umm, well not a dick, but tough. being a dick would consitute me not caring about the group, but i do and i want to see this group do well. but i cant do it single handedly.
that last two weeks ive been gettin used to drinking straight black coffee. no cream no sugar. it works, just too plain honestly.
my bamboo plant at work looks as if will make a full recovery. just a few weeks ago when i went on my vacay to san D , i left it here and forgot to water it for....like a week. the leaves got all brown and shit. so after regular waterings and such, it looks like Lucky will make it.
im starting to get used to this prickin my finger with the blood glucose meter thing, but when i do it right before i eat at a resturant, dumb muthafucks look at me like im cookin dope at the table.
i feel alot better than i did yesterday. a whole lot. one of my friends who i havent talked to in about 2 years called me. it was a great "reunion", i appologized for whatever i did that kept them away and they appologized for being away so long. but things for them have been better than what i would have been if they were living the same life i knew them at about 2 years ago. it was quite refreshing to hear from them. it actually brought up my spirits that they called and if they are reading this, thanks!
as i was previously stated, my day wasnt the best of days yesterday, but with the power of music...i felt slightly better. for some reason, Ne-yo's lyrics hit exactly how i feel. if i was super talented writer/singer, i would be Ne-yo. his songs deal with the regular ol' joe's problems, mostly facing relationships. with his excellent composition of lyrics to the conduction of piano rifs and foot-tapping drum beats, it can turn any of my woes around. not every man is a player, whos rants are about cheating on a girl and wanting her back. hey dumb ass u cheated on her why would she want you back. a careful analysis of ne-yo's songs, especially "go on girl" deals with the roles of common relationship practices being reveresed. the beyonce song "irreplaceable" was written by ne-yo intended for him to be sung, but actually gave it to beyonce to sing. not all his songs were touching on that subject of infidelity. on subject he constantly touches on is "obsession", this is not the obession as thought of as crazy and unstable mental states, but the obsession that often come with affection. i can say that ive been in situation where "she makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, just one touch". ive been there, ive felt what his songs messages were attempting to portray. "baby you have become my addiction.." we've all felt that. its crazy i kno, but whos not gonna admit that they've felt like that about someone. he touches everyone, not just guys hollarin at girls, vice versa. the biggest playa/pimp, to the lowly shy guy chillin in the corner of the club. its just something we all as regualr people can relate to. songs like "crazy", "let you go", "sexy love", "because of you" are perfect examples of this type of over infatuation. in a sense, its bad to be over "obsessed" with anyone or any one thing. but in all honesty, when youre in love, doesnt it just feel like that...
"she makes the hairs of the back of my neck stand up........just one touch"
-C to the "muthafuckin" M-Ceeee!
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